Techno Grove Entrance i hope you felt at home


x garden secrets
  1. sunday scaries not being on sunday makes it feel worse
  2. One Crime At A Time: this is literally my motto and I stand by that
  3. im literally scared all the time
  4. make sure olives are in your martinis
  5. live life like a freak
  6. whining about being lonely isnt going to make you less lonely
  7. being uncomfortable is sometimes (a lot of the time) the price of community friendship


x angel-less insight
SO GRATEFUL TO BE APART OF THIS TIMELINE. TO EXPERIENCE EVERYTHING IVE EXPERIENED FEELS SO SPECIAL, GRUESOME, UNTIMELY, AND HOT. being sexy is a mindset and the secret is to know that every part of life is utterly disgusting, putrid, flowering, and extraordinary.to encompase all of that in sigular moments of acceptance and confidence is truly the secret to being sexy and maintaining a sexy mindset.

REFLECTION PARALYSIS
REFLECTION PARALYSIS
REFELCTION PARALYSIS

brave in ways that eluded me for so long


x techno kiss overlord - daily diary
6.28.26
My saturn return is shining down on me and ive been sweating from its heat for some months now. Finally feeling peace. finding my way. understanding love at a deeper capacity and letting go the hurt and betrayal.
Someone recently kissed me. (dont tell anyone) It was the best ive ever had.

I want to expereince true love and i hope that someday love finds me in all the right ways. I have learned a lot about myself and the amount of respect i should uphold in myself and a partner.


10.30.25
Today I have been finding solace in my routine. Simple and boring but true. I feel a lot of the times I have been overwhelmed by impending events, to-do, and future tripping. Not for the faint of heart. I'm hoping for peace in that I can feel whole and complete in more ways than just mental. Thursdays are my days to visit my family and I will do just that. Finding joy in them is something that I have been successful at; however, when I look into their eyes I always feel as if I want to give them more. I want them to feel and find success, love, hope, etc.. I found that as I get older these things are harder to come by and it causes me to grieve and weep for my family. Never being able to understand why they face hardship because if I could I would will it away.
x current repeated tracks
  1. Hearts that Run - Cowgirl Clue
  2. I'm Cold - The Cure
  3. Heavy Metal Lover - Lady Gaga
  4. Body Godly - YULLOLA
  5. Big Time Sensuality - Bjork

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